Green Tea IS AWESOME . just like you....

Uttering the phrase could be harder that I thought, it might just take a glace to think this over,
You never spilled the sound to grief to me, nothing more that the sweetness,
the mild character made us one, the conditions may give another effect, i will always be there because i was born for it, getting along, I'm a much sorry...

I have realized that sometimes understanding and not being self centered can make things better not as before...
things turned upside down and never made an happy ending till now...
sometimes when i think it over, i regret but the fact is infornt of me and it can be ignored. Those old times have been history . A very bitter one indeed.
Time passed one as they wanted it to be. No one wanted to face the real deal until ...
I don't know. I find this matter to be difficult at certain times. It takes patience and a calm mind. so...who cares here?

By chancee..

Its Sunday noon ,

And I'm being really lazy and hazy.

I wonder weather those bitches are still sucking those dickhead lollipops. Currently, obsessed with Perez Hilton and still my coffee.

Oh well, Merdeka was well, not bad. Catch up-ed with Audrey, Amanda, Corrie, Elliot, Daniel, Harikesh and Seck. Watched the bands practise for the Quartet Music Fest. Super awesome!

On the other hand, Joyce, Kelly and I managed to walk from tyng to wemin with foot after physics tuition. I was over worn out in the end.

By chance, I maybe could burn part of the tempting chocolate ice cream I consumed without guilt an hour before tuition. Having tough time dealing with my current weight.

Mercifully, I enjoyed walking and crapped about colouring and boys.

School starts and we will be pressured by the test coming up. Chemistry essay and Physics Chapt 4.

Recently, I broke 3 brackets again. So far my next appointment will be end of this month. Further more, I will be off to kL soon. I am already flavoured with doughnuts, coffee and the food.

Past few days, has been really rough. Certainly, I know how it feels like. To be in that position. Though I am trying my very best as a friend. I always will be there. Indeed, you are lovely.

Alexis is coming back soon and I will be meeting Wani for Raya. Lastly, Mom might get her surgery done... to be continued

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These days...

Yes people. don't keep on staring at the above.

I would galdy say that school starts on Tuesday. I haven't done anything yet.
Hopefully, I can finish everything up.
Tomorrow is Merdeka. So guys ? whats the plan?
green tea ice cream or beer ? :)
I'M so READY !

I just got back from Gym. Finally worked out after a long week. Litres of green tea is flowing in my stomach. Oh sweet lord.
Times flies really fast. Tightend my teeth today and i just got new wires. Oh well , next appointment on Sept.

Hopefully, I meet someone hot soon ?

Till then, I'm off for a nice hot shower. Mangoes ?

A Six-pack of Bud, a Fifth of Whiskey, and ME

Geechee girl, Gullah land. The way the sunlight beats down and down and down on a body. Sea sounds alwats but the sun so hot how do you move ? The women fan. Sit on their porches. Fan and fan. Child, they say. Its too hot today. and it it. so they sit.

Just gotta set,they say Just set and set and set. And....- Jacqueline Woodson

1 . Oh well , I'm much better now after talking to Daniel and Amanda. Thanks for everything.

Sitting here, my stomach growling for extra food and I demand for some ice cream here.

Nothing seems demanding in my refrigerator. That's sounds so dearly dreadful !

2. The worst shit, my braces scratched my gums badly, roughly 3 small areas. I can feel the pain everytime I sallow my food into bits and pieces.

3. Lately, I have been a real lazy bum, sitting at home and wondering around. Not to mention, emoing around. How frantic. I seriously ran out of idea.

4. Dear Joyce, I missed you. Missed the part hugging you like some gay. Let me make it clear that I dint make you dirty nor horny. Its you, your actually growing ! I'm happy for you. Sexy mother.

5. Going on, I used extra amount of my credit balance. Texting and calling people around. What can I say ? to bored or wanting attention. How slutty. ( I can see my phone full with Amanda;s text msgs ) to you other assholes. I'm way straight !

6. Dad has been really busy. Whats up with him ? I could only manage to see him like 2wice a month for less than 2 hours. He is good at going missing. :(

7. The holidays have gave me this thinggy called inspiration to drink cartons of green tea. What the fuck right ? Some Amanda-ness got inside me ? Where the the papaya boob go ?

Save the lord.

8. Another shit, I broke 4 of the metal pieces on my teeth in 2 weeks. Worst than a hooker breaking up dickheads !

9. I ha vent been working out despite all my Internet health tips, you tube videos and those people who I really admire. I am so gonna change ? immediately

Beyonce ass? or Pam;s boobs . LOL

10. IM OFF!

THE cat

opps bad image. how gay

Nah, nah...nah....nah, ....ehhhhhhhh...ehhhhhhhhhhh.....

Accept the fact that we are aging really fast. Well, time really has wings though ! As a toddler, I always wanted to grow up fast, so that I could encounter all these cute makeup products and wear fancy outfits. However, no one stays the same.We end up saying"fuck you pussy !"and as usual " fucker !"

My dearest fellow matie, Melissa, a friend of mine since Year 3. We were tuition mates, classmates and guy mates. lol. Perfect in all things. OH Melissa I always loved your fucking hot cousin :)

I remember fighting for ubi, going Veda Blu and acting like a maniac, the karaokes and all the sins we did. Still we are virgins. LOL

on the way.....xxxx

happy bday bitch !

YOUR my BEST.

Since holidays have struck, I have been marked by boredom. Basically, it is killing me physically and metally. weep aloud !

Ever place seems dull to me.

Carrying on, I never felt this gloomy and dejected. Geting on, I prefer gulping everthing. Very intresting fact that I managed to finish a whole carton of Green Tea. This is very unnatural for me. SO Amanda p. I hope your proud of me :)

On the other hand, time has taught me lot. The knowledge obtained was never too enough. People say I am rather too humble, gentle or some might conclude that I'm way too nasty and mean. Though I will keep an earnest attempt to keep this away. I'm struggling to all directions and actions. At a tender age, I tried not to depend upon anything possible. Those awful struggles never ended to a tip.

Sighs, with a long deep long deep breath. It took some time to think about this. Wasn't that too hard to express in words. Yes, it the mother nature widening us apart. Lag, and lags, I have learnt too much in this very troubled moment. Understanding and taking the time to care for them is fair.

What can I do ? seems like I am too heartless. My words can end up too harsh to accept. I yell for small reasons which is absolutely brain sick. Stopping my self, I can break down. I paused and thought for a second. The sky so blue but the scorching heat is just too delicate to resist.

On second taught, I know I'm at faulty and guilty. Seriously, I need an attitude switch.
My degree of manner is terribly bad. You have gave me life and respect. I can be out here with dignity. It wasn't easy carrying me for 9 months and giving birth to me. You gave me serious attention and care.

Typing all this out, I cant barely bare looking at it. Its not easy to ease form this bruise.Though, I wont shed any tears of mine. I realized it. However, it not the right moment to realize this. Those ill-mannered behaviours has done it all. Just that, you easily accept things and forget it. As it is for me, I'm hurt more deeply. Demanding and desire for the best has always been my aspects.

Well, I can't do this anymore. Looking back, I will hinder from this process. I know this matter will be going on again. I will try to play the good girl. Hope, you know I'm still naif. So sorry, if your reading this. Changes can happen. I still love you !

Dear you,...

Oh, oh....Melissa !

Happy 16Th birthday


HAVE A BLAST & MAY YOU GET HOTTIES SOON !
LOVE &CARE FOR U

NO one Said IT

A sudden catastrophe hit, which brought overthrow to ones. It wasn't schemed or decided by anyone. It nor could be the fact of being irritated.The soreness or inflammation. What shall I conclude ? things happen for a certain reason right?

I'm hardly 16, still learning , more of a toddler in high school. The path way I reach a decision own my very best. Delicate yet mild as breeze. Having the lowest degree of affinity in self. I have to convey, that it isn't easy to be judgemental towards anybody. I maybe too sensitive and tender. The rawness of me gave an endless tradegy.

Thinking of it gives me a sudden terrify. Knowing you in less time but I was favored by circumstances and fortunate. Your are terribly awesome.

As the tears shed down, the act of grief disappears. I felt better. Not knowing you gave me an attitude.

The best childish memories stored in ever part. What else could I state, yelling "fuck you" to each other is even cool. Plus, acting gay like some perverts. The anticipation was just too much to handle. Perhaps, the lack of maturity killed us apart. No one said that who was wrong.

Friends are indeed friends. Just that, it takes patience to bloom together.

I am shining now, typing out these words with my peanut butter stuck on fingers. My braces are still on fit and my ears on blast listening to Lil Wayne. Im on the verge of being overjoyed.

Sometimes, I wonder how this occured. Looking at this very moment ,it characterised me with the material of value. My harsh manner is just too faulty.

Loving you and making you my best inspiration is awesome. Couldn't think that your are sweeter than any candy or oreo that we much every time in class. Yet, let me end with a sorry again. I owe you !

My 2nd Mother.

First of all HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN JOSEANNE !
We took the effort to bake a cake which turn out to be pretty good though !
As I proceed, you may scroll down :

her 2nd bday cake

the cake with weird cherries

the junk shared within us:) we communicate via food. that's what we 4e students always do. No food no talk. especially, daniel tan, daxter chang & dexter khoo
I just love them

at subway, where corrie had the wildest dream to drink beer. i don't know why

it tasted diluted. assholes

the chef and the momma, where i try to pose my very best

the most insane and pervert couple i ever seen.

momma does have big lips, the lime juice wasn't that

awesome.

ying bitch that was trying her best !

poor dreys outfit, presented by me and joseanne (last year Christmas)

dint know manda would smile for the camera.

maybe she could produce more porn eH ?

the so called black Forest baked by 6 our us.

drinking beer and damaging mandas game drum set.

Oh, fuck her dancing thingy was super awesome !

trust me this was the hardest part ever.

I wonder what 2 of the guys were thinking bout, eh?

blow the job our master you own job ?

I'm a girl. sorry Looks "weird" now though Lol

the cake mixer had some prob after that, cant believe the cake was pregnant. However,

thanks to mandas momma. : )

trying their best. i see sweat dripping into the mixture.

we did add our knowledge in chemistry

Before I end, thanks to AMANDA, AUDREY, CORRIE, DANIEL & ELLIOT

you guys are just great.LOVE you all !

Fit your BUTT

Kim Kardashian awesomely hot. check it out !

Half-BLOOD- Prince.

Peeps,
the whole week passed so quickly, our efforts to this coming day finally ended. Preparing the decorations and drawings weren't an easypeasy. The interact installation gangstars we indeed an average one. The performers were from strippers to gays. LOL. awesome enough for me to get me over the chair.
AND, my fellow mates were great and so was the MC. not to mention the hottie. argh !
it is so difficult to smile with braces alright !

Till then, im off to dreys later !

Pounds and weights

Dear fellow readers,
I haven't been blogging for a while due to some unusual activities coming and going along.
My latest addition to my assests..LOL
My very first braces. As you all might know, it is definitely not easy to consume much tit bits but however its getting better. As long as I don't touch any form of gum. =/=

Due to my harsh eating habits, I broke 3 of my pieces in a week and one at Joyce's on Thursday night after nibbling her candy. Ouch !

Till then, xxxxx