My Suckars !

Dear well being mates,
You have really given me all what i have expected due to my very awful harsh words that spills upon for no reasons ;(

You truly make me gagaga....

Audrey : Being patient, kind and always giving me confidence and support. Girl be a bit naughty sometimes. it wont hurt though. The sushi's were great !

Amanda : Being the best porn stars keeps me high at all times. You are great & sweet sometimes

Corrie : Being hot and trying to look sexy at times also makes me look like one. LOL. Best coffee drinker.

Joseanne : My dear darling.. faithful and my true mother. Gotta say she is a health freak !

Victor : Boy, try being less kind and gentle. You give me hope to get high. Nevertheless, you are the best alright !

Daniel : Oh dear Daniel, you are one cool guy, drive me around and you surely make the best cheese cake ever ! want to catch another Indian girl? LOL

the guys : I cant describe everyone. too many of them. Just that you guys fucking rock the horny-ness !


I love u suckars ! : )

6 Freaking MINUTES.

Okay, suckers...less typing in here. yes, indeed it rocked but then it was faith by those minutes

We worked hard and breaked all our legs for this competition. Well, Greg Adams won the best actor. that's interesting. Sorry, bout the boob attack on the psp ...eheheh

More pictures...here.....

Picture of the day, don't know why it made me HIGH. lol ; )

Let me express my gratitude to,

the drama members

the twins & teachers

friends..rose&mel :)

mum....

& you freaks

deepika is tired

Till then,xxxx

THE it,

those ....were the one I admired

taking every single glance possible to notice,

every step,breath,motion and the uncountable seconds that stuck on my watch

would it be some sort of 'gossip girl'

i pulled all my efforts to stop munching the little tit bits as I was admiring her

questions filled my blur vision. why? how ?

those long awesome legs that i always had wished for,

those incredible waist line,

those long and straight, shiny black,visibly floating in the air

.....I would say it is almost perfect

I was jealous. My green eye pop out . Leaving all those hate in it. Sometimes I think it isn't fair. Longing to see the truth identity. The nerve stuck me..my itchy eyes are patient less

as I stood behind with my eyes wide open. Seconds pass slowly.

Turning, back as the hair flows gently, I was speechless

Her looks were way different than I expected. My axienty level shot downward. Bloody Hell, I said to myself. WTF.

No words to be descirbed. It discomforted me.

Gimme MORE!

Corrie: 18th June. OUR day ...to be precise , food

Great heat alright !

Seems like the Sun loves to shine so brightly so that some morons can tan them self up&...some bitches would seek below the umbrella with a unlimited amount to sunblock attached to their so called 'white skin' . Rihanna makes the umbrella hot :) not you guys...

Feel like going for some cakes and pastries. The calories might strike me with double layered stomach and unable to fit the pinafore.

The extremely scorching heat that is striking reminds me of me beloved, dearest,darling,honey, mother...Joseanne Wong. the pink umbrella women :)

I bet all you guys know that she is one daring anti-sunhotwheather women. May God bless you with 10 kiddos ! with one guys ofcoure

Stumbled upon this website-Dona Dirt. LOL, great picture gestures and fantasying graphics. Some of you might have fun with it. You don't want to miss all those exceptionally fun stuffs.

How gay? Drama competition on Saturday. This coming weekend. Mood : can't be described.

Oh well, all the best to my teammates. I love you Arthur, I admire your booty Brenda, I adore you Audrey, I love being gay with you Corrie! My loves to y'all

Living my life in this hot condition, always feeling like stealing some time to much and how some bits which becomes a whole full meal. WhY? a sudden fear attacked me about the English Spm format. What an awful paper. Pmr was way too better. However, Mum is here to support me. Another information was leaked with no word of unwillingness. I finally know my Camboree group. Thanks to Kah Man and the brainy Arjunan.

Lazy germs hypnotised me to ignore the books. and the gym. and told me to eat more. so dramatically insane. Cant wait for Zi heng's lecture tomorrow. *tips she is psycho

deepika is on the mood.....

till then,xxxxx

Deep-O-metry

Doesn;t make sense F

Its raining sounds so pleasant,

Extreme pressure stuck me to the core just when school re-opened. Perhaps I could just sob in the toilet and scream as loud as my lungs could reach. As if the stars could heart me? Can they ?BM lisan and the drama is making me, I would say truly a maniac. Nevertheless, I would not give up nor stop at this point. Getting and being a better person would do just right the best. Not to mention, I did just a little bit of revision on Chemistry. Just that, I will never neglect my studies anymore. Wasn’t rambling on the bed, or rattling during drama practice or munching all the junkies possible.

My eyes hurt; they barely can see anymore words. Hopefully they would turn better tomorrow. Coffee would not be the right choice tonight. That’s a definite. The rain drops smells just like pure water with a little blend of soft soil. Just great to have a goodnight sleep. My soft pillow and tuck my self in the blanket ignoring any bedbugs or some idiotic calls. *sorry to mention that.
Oh well, my lazy germs are attacking me again. Trust me its worst than any disease. My words can’t be explained any further. Being a good sister, which I possibly won’t be super great at it. I did try to give some hand in her so called science invention. =/=. Tough job and it just spoilt my brain. How brainsick! Cutting to pasting to the water splashing here and there. Dude, wasn’t easy man !

sisie's project !

Means tons to me that, I have finally finished my Bm synopsis for tomorrow’s presentation. Wish me luck ! My first time for this year. Declaring that , I am extremely panicked right now. Because- not sure what is important to talk about, I don’t really understand the story I was given by teacher, additional awesome-ness, our teacher is very particular about pronunciation. My bm suck balls !

the sicking anak laut .

deepika is going insane..

till then, xxxx

.......darlings where were u?

6/14/2009		6:54:45 PM		[b][c=#FF8080]Maddy [/c][/b]		deepikA		yeah. like. they have big eyes.. nice nose.. well basically. not all of em have nice lips tho.. and they're tanned.. and .. walah.. the same..
6/14/2009		6:55:11 PM		deepikA		[b][c=#FF8080]Maddy [/c][/b]		: 0

Ouch! Staring at those words on my Pc screen gave me the effect that Sandakan doesn't have those interesting guys around. Where have they been ?

I'm sitting down here, typing this out while I'm in the mood of hunting some hotties. Perhaps I might just go on Facebook or Bearshare. Well, Hi5 has tons of em :)

Currently, I have the mood of smoking some shisha. *shisha-ing around alright ! I haven't unpacked my bag yet, had my shower or ate my dinner.

Since I hit for the holidays, I have engulfed like a blue amoeba, everything possible. Doughnuts, cakes, Thai, Dim Sum and the list goes on. School starts tomorrow. My friends are gonna have a hornyhottienastydirtylittletalk during free time tomorrow.

Till then, xxxx

8 hours till school starts .....

deepika is listening to beyonce

Labels: Bored !

Its noon, a hot one indeed.

Ate lunch in Masarap after long hours spent in the saloon. I cant bare the heat anymore. Gives me headache and i am in the urge to cut off all my hair* Britney spears !

Sitting down here, a huge green bottle on the right, a wet towel on the left and an energy bar beside it. They all left me in boredom.

I will be leaving tomorrow and coming back by Sunday noon. School starts on Monday after 2 weeks break which was totally wasted doing nonsense. The Internet line seems to be extremely awful ! Its moving slower and slower. Its shows the true heart of the nature city where we live and dance on trees -.-/

By evening, I will be heading to the gym as usual. Again and again, running for 20 minutes, 7 laps is just getting too boring. The music as loud as ever , listened and my ears are never tired.

Yesterday night, just had some vodka sitting at the beach outside with mum. We could not go out because the light were off, indicated-blackout

Shall I say Muse for it ?

don't kid yourselfand don't fool yourselft

his love's too good to lastand i'm too old to dream

don't grow up too fast

and don't embrace the pastthis life's too good to last

and i'm too young to caredon't kid yourself

and don't fool yourselfthis life could be the last

and we're too young to see

Lately, I have been checking out really cool treadmill workouts on YouTube. Gives me inspiration and the courage to run longer : )

deepika is listening to * pianoo-ness

Till then, xxx

I'm off for the weekend.

10 DAYS.

Ten days past too fast....Holidays are just for me to kill time& lazing around. Audrey busy with her piano

Corrie busy with her golf

Amanda busy with her tennis

Joseanne busy shopping in Kl

Berenica busy online-ing

the rest- prefer to exercise and sink in the pool ...due to the nasty heat !

Since last 10 days..

I have been lazy

I am not eating healthy

Going to the gym

Swimming

Meeting Victor & Elliot

Texting the same person

&... just realized that I ate too much

drama competition coming soon

live OR die, I'm not sure

Teachers that I saw recently,Ms.Chong Ying Ying, Ms.Lat & Ms. Chung

* condom strike during drama just now, how embarrassing, too much to talk and say

we went HIGH

NICE Try- B*tch !

Amanda P. drunk in her own world

Re-post...

As i proceed, let me express to you fellas, I am tired of Jesselton. From Espressos to Peach Tea.

How lunatic? Almost ever weekend and Fridays spent with coffee and talky craps. The place has its own nickname now- J. Obviously,we are too lazy to type out the full name when we text each other.

hot spell- the word that gives me a sudden phobia when it is spilled out especially by A.p.

NICE TRY....

NICE TRY...

NICE TRY......

These days I can see this annoyingly horrible word in my messages, conversations and in MSN.

What can i say eh ?

6/6/2009		8:49:01 PM		deepikA		Amanda		HMM.. what do you think?
6/6/2009		8:52:31 PM		Amanda		deepikA		u went anywhr?
6/6/2009		8:52:34 PM		Amanda		deepikA		cuz u seem busy
6/6/2009		8:52:56 PM		deepikA		Amanda		chatting with dear daniel about pornstars.
6/6/2009		8:52:58 PM		deepikA		Amanda		ehehe
6/6/2009		8:53:12 PM		Amanda		deepikA

6/6/2009		7:52:10 PM		Amanda		deepikA		ohya
6/6/2009		7:52:10 PM		Amanda		deepikA		where?
6/6/2009		7:52:21 PM		deepikA		Amanda		same place ?
6/6/2009		7:52:37 PM		Amanda		deepikASPOT THIS		nice try
6/6/2009		7:52:39 PM		Amanda		deepikA		ok

/26/2009		6:35:22 PM		Amanda		deeP ~ * thoughtless-downunder.blogspot.com		lol
4/26/2009		6:35:22 PM		Amanda		deeP ~ * thoughtless-downunder.blogspot.com	SPOT THIS	nice try
4/26/2009		6:35:44 PM		Amanda		deeP ~ * thoughtless-downunder.blogspot.com		hey wada u up 2
4/26/2009		6:35:44 PM		Amanda		deeP ~ * thoughtless-downunder.blogspot.com		anythin fun?

Another person: Daniel Tan, the person who drives with one hand, plays gun bound with a gay name and loves to call me deepkia =/= , goes to the bathroom every second:

6/6/2009		8:31:11 PM		deepikA		Daniel		LOL
6/6/2009		8:34:00 PM		Daniel		deepikA		lol??
6/6/2009		8:34:02 PM		Daniel		deepikA SPOT THIS		nice try

6/6/2009		8:40:24 PM		Daniel		deepikA		lol
6/6/2009		8:40:28 PM		Daniel		deepikA		am not a nerd deepkia
6/6/2009		8:40:33 PM		Daniel		deepikA		lol
6/6/2009		8:40:34 PM		Daniel		deepikA		deepkia
6/6/2009		8:40:36 PM		Daniel		deepikA	SPOT THIS	nice try

Another person Victor, who doesn't really know the world. Don't go for the blues. & doesn't swear at all. Loved by mum :)

6/8/2009		8:13:25 PM		deepikA		viKtor		: 0
6/8/2009		8:13:45 PM		viKtor		deepikA		hey
6/8/2009		8:13:48 PM		viKtor		deepikA	SPOT THIS	nice try

Okay, then very nice try.....

drink plenty of water. the weather condition is to hot.

deepika is feeling bored

till then. xxxxx

I'm growing OLD.

Cause I like booty n tigg ol bittys

I like booty n tigg ol bittys

I like booty n tigg ol bittys

I like booty n tigg ol bittys ....
Yes- its Pitbull. Extremely in love with his new video. Music definitely makes me high with great altitude.Lol.And I'm proud to utter that I am a huge fan of R&B songs. I convey that there are my greatest existence. I listen to great amount of musics when I am experiencing severe conditions. Panicking, Nervous, Anxiety or ...in love :)

Just as I knew the PMR results will be out, I could not sleep and ended listening to Britney. The whole night.Not kidding though. Its a bit lunatic.=/=

Hell, I cant get enough of all these singers. They make the world a hotter place alright !

If you might consider the oldies- Well, I have a few buddies who are really oldies freak. Comparable with dad. Dude, I tired listening to them. It just doesn't work. Yet I do appreciate
and value the oldies gene. Remarking some of them:

Well all the is due to a persons nature and an act of flavour. Or some of you are just into emos ?

-Drinking water and listening to Pitbull while i nugde some freakos online. The holidays is worth killing a person dying of boredom.

deepika is feeling bored

Till then,

xxxxxx

* Im going to figure out what to do next? I have watched enough TV. Ohhhhhhh.....

Because when I arrive

I bring the fire

Make you come aliveI

can take you higherWhat is this, forgot?

I must now remind you

Let It RockLet It RockLet It Rock

The Heat is HOT.

Damn, the heat is really becoming a huge matter to me.
I guess I will be just soaking in the pool today. Drank beer with mum watching keys to the V.I.P.
Boredom kills. What else can we do ? Pole dance ? LOL

I am absolutely adore Bren's swimming manner. Cool tips from Youtube :







Due to the horrible hot weather, drink plenty of water and stay hot ! :)

deepika wants to sink in the pool

Till then,
xxxxxxxxx

Loan Sharks.

Oh well, the list above was made during the break. Gym and swim every evenings. I struggle to burn out the calories. Drinks with my fellow mates almost every Friday, Saturday & Sunday. You guys better pick some other place alright !. And, a tiny bit of add maths- just when I am extremely free.

For the past one month, we have been hitting Jesselton. No matter till the clock strikes nearly midnight or the scorching hot Sun to burn ourselves up. The sad part, where are the hotties?

How mournful

Killing the time, currently listening to Katty Perry- Waking up in Vegas. I just love her whole album. Meantime, I am just perceiving and tasting the creamy yogurt. Mum makes good yogurt. I agree on that! The huge bowl of yogurt just makes me crave for it more.

Btw, Elliot and the guys just came back from their trip to Langkayan. I heard it was super awesome. Kevin, hope you don't get too nasty about your leg. The unbelievable fact was- the were little sharks. Not loan sharks but sharks.*bursts in laughter. I'm speechless.

Boringness stikes, great time with Elliot, Victor and Bren in the pool. Boobs and crappy jokes. Bren has good swimming manner. Love the butterfly. Outstanding! Lastly, welcome to the new bloggers.

deepika cant wait for tomorrow

Till then,

xxxxxx

Instance of Struggling.

It is 9.55 p.m....
Brushing my teeth while i blog. Tomorrow will be my third visit to the dentist since last 2 months. I will undergo some cleaning and so on. Needless to say, a round or flat metal wire will be placed against the surfaces of my teeth very soon. In other terms, i will be officially using braces. For some, it might just sound a bit to cranky. It was dad's decision and i have nothing against it. So far....
Btw, two of my tooth will be pulled out with forceee.... Sobbing.....
Sometimes, i do think it a bit cool having them on. The colours are just too attractive. Especially, Green. Somehow, it catches my eye and sheds its glam. Okay, for now its sounds too lunatic.
I'm gonna leave this topic on its own to fade away.

Oh well, Since Monday, the very Monday, I dint disinclined to work on the treadmill. Running for about 20 minutes and sweating worst than heavy rain. I am really working hard. Its just i need to contend with great force to work this out. Loosing some amount of pounds is not an easy job. As ah Chun mentioned, "patience my friend" . Thinking of it,as i gawk in the air, i realized that he was right. Yet how long ?....I cant fucking wait.

Lets have a little re-cap alright, when i was in Form 1, I used to golf heavily thinking that i might loose some pounds. Too bad that idea dint work instead i became darker. Crappy isn't it. Form 2, I started going to the gym but in the end i engulfed every junk at home after working out. No hypothesis could be detected. Form 3 was just a busy year. Balancing all the pressure on my head was just too awful. As i go to Form 4, its much different.I am a bit more serious in when I'm working out rather than before.AND more friends to support me all long. Declaring my gratitude to you guys. I do love you all. ;)

On the other hand, I haven't touched a book since the holidays stroked. Being too lazy and unable to push my self to my study table. I feel so worthless. Seems like time flies....

deepika is feeling really exhausted.....

Till then,
xxxxxxxxx.....

* missing the guys for now. have a fun trip ya'll

Footings-I believe....

I'm not referring this on anyone....

My fingers are rather too numb to type this out. My feelings and my emotional has been spilled with bites of grief. A small figured just about to learn the outside nature. I believe every step i take might just lead to a the catastrophe of war. Worthless,abandoned, bogus, inutile.

Having the existence of self confidence, i try to persuade my self and learn to conceive certain amount of rules in life. Able to stand on foot on earth gives me another effect of satisfaction. The gay spirit in me is yet to come as i grow to be more mature , leaving the tender age that i followed.

Sometimes, I don't feel like tolerating with this. Encountering man makes no value. Over, Down and under....I have never regretted. I'm done and willing to sacrifice for it till i say i can. My effort to gain some strength and will power has never faded in time. Learning how to love and be patient with all the do and don'ts might just have been the definition. My act is still ......

- a profoundly tender towards it....

He's the reason......the only thing that keeps me on a wishing star ...Don't know why i DO.....
Can he tell that i can't breathe ? and there he goes so perfectly...the kind of flawless i wish i could be...


deepika is feeling extremely hungry.....

Till then...
xxxxxxxxx

The Pregnant Face.

My urge to chew the sweet bubble gum:) is on.......
I'm having this itch in me to taste them. However, the big,large-scaled,full-sized bubble gum is not available here.That is just lunatic.It gives me a pleasant sensations. Every affording pleasure of it. From pink,orange,blue & green. Gosh, i wish....
and my wish goes on...

Previously,
At the Gym, Well, consider it my prison. I have been burning my ugliest and weird fats ever since Form 2. AS they say- Your a dude. Statement not agreed. FUCK
Victor/ah Chun reminded me of the pink berrish sweet bubble gum. Oh, God it looks delicious which turnd me into some maniac.That might just have shocked him to the core. Brainsick

On the other hand,....heading to the cinema at 1 tomorrow with the guys.
Lets see what we can turn things on.
I'm still thinking ahead.
My work out plan is not in an order. Yet, trying my best even though the results are just nominal.
Til then xxxxx


deepika is missing her friends......

BUBBLEGUM(: